21 April 2013

San Francisco Mission Trip

Wednesday, April 10th-Sunday, April 14th 2013 

This is a week that I will never forget. 

I was privileged to go on my first mission trip that week. From Nampa, Idaho to San Francisco, California.

I was not sure what to expect. I had traveled to San Francisco several times with my family when I was younger, but I know my parents wanted to shield me from some of the "not so pretty" parts of town.

Being on a crammed charter bus for 12 hours was a lot to handle, no extra seats meant being cramped and uncomfortable. (Just enough space to get a bit of homework done in between some movies.)

Arriving just after midnight, I stepped out of the bus at New Life Church of the Nazarene and could smell the ocean air. I had missed that. The Delta Breeze was something I grew up with. Living 2 1/2 hours from San Francisco, I was still practically home.

That night we were assigned our groups that we would be traveling with. After winding down we all got a few hours of sleep, laying on the floor of that church.

Our group's first assignment was helping Operation Open Hand make hot and frozen meals for the homeless, and for those who have diseases that prevent them from making meals for themselves. Our group stayed there from about 11a-4p. During that time we made over 500 meals and packaged hundreds of frozen chicken breasts for them to be delivered as well. 500 meals does not sound like a lot, especially for the millions of people who live in San Francisco, but that's 500 people that were touched because of the work that we did. They may not know us, and we don't know them, but they were able to have a meal because of the work that we did with Operation Open Hand. Pictured below is my badge that I wore while I was there:


Here is OOH's website for more information about them: http://www.openhand.org/about-us/locations/

After dinner, we went to Sunset Youth Services to meet with the leaders there, whom we also partnered with for our entire trip. We got to see the work that they do with the at-risk children in their neighborhood. In their one square mile from their facility, there is a population of over 100,000 people--with many teenagers who have been kicked to the streets. Their mission is to have and create a safe place for them to grow. They specialize in CD records and culinary arts to teach them valuable trades.
Check them out: http://www.sunsetyouthservices.org/

Thursday morning, we went to Glide Methodist Memorial Church to help give breakfast to the homeless.
I had never done a soup kitchen before. Working on the food line, seeing those and directly affecting the lives of those who were hungry and "homebound" as OOH referred to them as (instead of homeless). In two and a half hours, we provided 680 meals for breakfast. At first, my particular role in the food line, seemed mundane. But as the people came in for breakfast, I began to understand why my role was so important. I was towards the end of the food line--I provided the coffee mugs for the home-bound to drink. That morning was particularly a cold morning. Everyone of them drank coffee to warm themselves up. I felt privileged to be able to provide that for them.

http://www.glide.org/ They are always looking for donations to be able to be able to continue the work that they do.

Later, we went to a piece of property in the middle of the city that was being turned into a community garden. Our job was to set the foundation and get the property ready for a community greenhouse. 4 hours of hard work in the sun as absolutely worth it. (And so were the sunburns.) The area in which we were at, there were many unkept houses and it was a low-income area--a greenhouse and garden was needed. Although I burned in the sun, I do not regret it. Because I know the hard work helped those designing the property for the neighborhood. 

And for dinner, our group went to the Castro District. For those not familiar with this district, it is also known as the "Gay District." Many gay bars and restaurants and businesses that are openly supporting those in the GLBT community. 

One particular store that our group walked into was a "Giants" store. They advertised for the Giants Baseball team, but walking in, there were many more bongs and cannabis related items. This picture I took was just one small section of the right wall in the store. If you put about 7 of these pictures back to back, then you could get just some idea of how many bongs and pipes were in this store...



Eating dinner in the Castro, helped me realize a little more about this community and really had me thinking about how the church treats them. I am still meditating and trying to figure out where I play into a role of helping them--but I have been thinking more and more about my calling and it seems to be opening up, not just to the deaf, but to the GLBT and to other marginalized communities that the church as a whole is leaving out of the dust. Jesus is probably shaking his head. 

Saturday was a special day--after two days of working, we could see other parts of the town and just be "tourists". However, the first place we all went to was the YMCA: this was our only shower on our trip. I have never felt so refreshed. 

We went to go across the Golden Gate Bridge and see the entire town from a touristy spot. Very beautiful town. :) 


We next, spent the evening in Pier 39. Most of us ate at Hard Rock Cafe. Awesome food. (The atmosphere on the other hand I particularly didn't care for. I've never been one much for hard rock music, but our waitress was super nice.) 

Sunday, we went back to to Glide Methodist for a worship service. I've never been to a church like that before. It was nice to sing the worship songs with them, but it was overwhelming for me. Everyone was just so into the songs and worshiping God that it was a very impressive sight. They let everything go and worshiped God with every fiber of their being. 

On the way home, I did a lot of reflection (and movie watching) about my week and how awesome it was.

We walked miles a day, worked hard for others and potentially impacted thousands of lives in our 4 day stay. If everyone has the opportunity to go on one mission trip: DO IT.

Something I learned: we don't have to leave our own country, our own state or our own neighborhood to be able to go on a mission trip to help others. There are hurting people everywhere (Yes, even in the United States) and its important for us to live out Jesus' calling. 


13 March 2013

♫♪ "I Surrender All ♪♫

The famous Hymn "I Surrender All" is a wonderful hymn.
I grew up singing the words, but never really understood what it meant.

Today I finally understand what it means to surrender everything to the Creator of the Universe and to the One who resides in my very soul.

It's my last semester at Northwest Nazarene University and I have been trying to attend chapel, especially when there are guest lecturers who bring a different perspective to the table and who speaks differently than the beloved Chaplain Gene. (Don't get me wrong, I love Gene, but I also love it when other people come and speak and open my mind even more.)

This week, Dr. Diane LeClerc from NNU's Theology Department (and currently the expert on Christian Holiness in the Nazarene tradition) is bring her series on Christian Holiness.

Today she challenged everyone who came for chapel, to give up everything--the good and the bad, to be in the right place with God and with Jesus.  She called us out to give up everything, to surrender everything, to pursue a life of following and serving God.

I have been struggling with this for a few years. I had given up most everything to follow Jesus. But He still was not number one in my life.

Today, I gave God everything: all my fears, my anxiety, my ADHD, my work, my school, my sins, my everything. I have not experienced so much peace and excitement in my soul in a very, very long time.

For those of you who want a deeper spiritual life with Christ. I encourage you to do the same.
Yes, I haven't live this part of life very long and we are human and I'm sure there will be times where I will let God down, but through God's ever present Grace, I know that with God's help and God's Grace, you can have the same feeling of peace as well. :)

Many blessings and peace.
Cody Marie Bolton

18 February 2013

One Step Closer

I cannot believe I finally did it (and before graduation too!)

I can finally call myself a Pastor (although Pastor Cody is just weird and Pastor Bolton is out of the question!)

On Thursday, February 7th 2013 my church board approved my local pastor's license!

I am in the process of looking for a mentor, someone who has walked down the road I am just starting. One who I trust to lead with the leadership God has given them.

To be honest, I wasn't even going to try for a local license until I finished my MA in Pastoral Ministry. I wanted to study what it takes to be a pastor before I became one. Apparently, this was not the road in which God thinks is best for me.

Although it has taken me a long time, I have come to the realization that God knows me better than I know me.

In the summer of 2011, I took the Strength's Finder 2.0 test. My strengths are Restorative, Empathy, Futuristic  Developer and Individualization.

My head is always either thinking about others, or thinking about the future. And what I was planning on doing changed because of one conversation I had with a person who felt the Holy Spirit's call to talk to me about the future I had envisioned for myself.

If it wasn't for that one person, I would not be a pastor right now.

At the end of 2012, God told me that 2013 was going to be a year of change. (2010 was my last "year of change.") But it is only mid-February and I cannot believe all the changes that have happened so far and the changes that will happen within the next couple of months!

The Outreach Pastor of my home church is resigning.
There will be a new Senior Pastor at the end of March.
I will be graduating with a BA in Communication Science in May.
I will find a career to help support my vocation of ministering to the Deaf (during the summer)
I will be financially stable.
I can start paying off all my debts. (mostly school loans)
I can start saving for a new car and a new home. (Goal is to buy a new car next year. I don't know if I want to live in the suburbs or move to the city.....been thinkin' about buying a condo.)
I can continue to build my credit.
I will be learning what it takes to become a pastor. (I eventually want to be an ordained elder in the Church of the Nazarene)
I will turn 25 this year.

Change can be challenging, but going out on a limb with God is very, very exciting.
Many blessings.
Cody Marie

02 December 2012

December at Last!!

My favorite time of the year has finally come around again! Maybe it's a combination of finishing school for the year, my birthday, all the Christmas lights and Christmas music and Christmas of course, but I just love this season. :)

As 2012 ends, let us remember the reason for the season--
Sure Santa brings us presents, but he never laid down his life for us.
Christ did. Let us celebrate the birth of our Savior this year!


24 November 2012

Change

So....

A lot has happened since my May 09, 2012 post. And for those who have read this blog, I am sorry that I haven't posted in a long time.
(I hope most of you are my friends on Facebook, if not, please add me as a friend, and let me know if you read this blog)

Let me bring you up to speed...a lot can change in 6 and a 1/2 months.

I had a summer internship at my church as their secretary. Three days a week, 4 hours per shift. I have learned a great deal about how a church functions from the inside and what it takes to keep a church going. (I am invigorated at the notion of running a church, some people get burned out. I understand how that happens, but I am blessed to know that it keeps me going when things get hectic--I love the rush) ;)

When the internship ended, it turned into a paid position. (Which helps because I had been without a paid job for 22 months).

I currently still work there as a secretary, and I am still on the worship team playing my flute.

I am in my senior of undergraduate work at NNU. I graduate May 11, 2013 :) 6 years of college should be enough, right? Nope. Gonna go for an online graduate program also at NNU for pastoral ministry so I can become a Nazarene pastor! :)

Look out Nazarene world--this unconventional Christian is gonna take over!

Many blessings friends,
Cody Marie